You’ve done so much recently, @Susurrus- it sounds like you could use a bit of recovery and rest after all your activities. @jordyn’s spell above sounds like a great way to restabilize and bring back harmony . And if you think you might be feeling some spell burnout from everything, I recommend some of the rest and recovery tips shared in this helpful post about spell fatigue.
I hope you can invite some positive energy in and feel much better soon! Sending love and light to you Krissie