I drew Hagalaz 
this morning & was honestly afraid of what disruptive chaos was going to be going on… I couldn’t make sense of it. I let it go. Then someone text me & there it was, I couldn’t accept help from this person without resolving the original issue of why I stopped all contact with her in my 20’s.
I have some work to do with this issue because she is talking about coming to visit or around this area during the summer. My family knows about the original situation, so they aren’t exactly thrilled about this adventure she wants to go on either. I couldn’t decide if it was something that I needed to do before I approached this person with it.
I went outside & there were 4 crows. 1 off by itself, 3 in the trees. I started walking towards the tree & rock where they were & 3 of them flew off & 1 of them stayed right above me. I said to Her, “So, you’re my Morrigan. I’ve seen you twice before. I’m sorry that I haven’t connected with you in a few days, but I will when I go inside, it’s too cold out here right now. I understand that I have work to do.” & I went inside.
So I’m going to do the Morrigan meditation Awenking the Warrior/Meet the Morrigan (It’s honestly 1 of my favorite ones to do the other favorite is Meeting Macha) I am going to bring my devotional items out to the living room & set them up on the table next to the couch that I am on. I knew she was trying to get my attention, but the first sign, I thought was the exact opposite apparently.
It’s also 16 degrees without the windchill & there are icy spots & rocky spots in my driveway. So I try to stay on my porch or not stray far from it on days like this, but that 1 crow let me get pretty close to it & didn’t falter while I was talking to Her & flew off the branch when I got to the porch. 
