I have never done more than a simple 4 card spread. I didnāt make a big leap, but a leap nonetheless to a 5 card spread with my Tarot of the Divine deck. This time as I was shuffling 3 cards came out, Knight of Coins Reversed, Ten of Swords Reversed, & The Wheel of Fortune. My impatience, anxiety, & recovery from the inevitable has resolved themselves & Iām coming into some brighter days ahead if I keep going in this direction.
The Eight of Swords also jumped out later & it is what was happening to me earlier in the week. I couldnāt get over the trapped feeling & my anxiety was through the roof! Together, I have overcome a lot of anxiety & been healing for a little bit & finally have come to the next phase. I feel like my path is being acknowledged & recognized as an achievement for this year.
After that I took on a 5 card spread that was new to me. I found it in the book that came with my deck: The Tarot of the Divine
(Pic of the 5 card spread laid out in my guidebook)
The first card in the spread is the Present - King of Coins I am strong & successfully overcame what I was going through during a healing time.
(Since between my June psychiatrist appointment & a Shadow Work Challenge I was an anxious, overthinking, borderline depressed mental wreck. I am taking the summer off of Shadow Work because of the toll that I have been through over the last 4 weeks. Iām going to be sweeter with myself & protect my energies from taking on other peopleās close to me or otherwise.
"Iām preventing me from enjoying my life that is unfolding. I am also free to forgive myself of the things in the past." - A cherished friend that gave me the release I needed from the torment of past experiences.
The second card relates to the Past - Six of Wands Reversed I did have a fall from grace that was very hard for me to come to terms with, it caused a major upset in my anxiety & I needed release. I eventually got it but not without some pulling of teeth first.
The third card is the Current Future - Five of Swords Reversed I am making a compromise & sacrificing some of myself to come to a resolution, whether itās permanent or temporary will be determined at another time but itās smooth sailing for the time at hand.
The fourth card is the Hidden Potential - Page of Cups my youthfulness & sensitivity will be a good accent to the healing that I have done. My inner child could shine & be healed to direct things in the future.
The fifth card Unforeseen Influences - Knight of Coins Reversed my impatience & anxieties can set me back again if I am not careful with those parts of myself. They could change the outcome of the Current Future as it stands right now.
I donāt think it was so much a BAD reading as it is a look at what I have recently overcome in the last month or so & that it is being acknowledged. I am still heading in the right direction & should be able to enjoy my time & what is unfolding before me. However, keeping in mind that my anxiety & impatience could change the course of my near future journey. I should be happy with how far I have come & the work that has been put in recently.
Iām in a good place now. Iām genuinely happy. Iām going to stay away from Shadow Work for a bit because I need a rest & to enjoy what I have going on now. Today my husband & son have the day off due to the weather Everyone is home & hunkered down for the time being, so we are going to watch some goofy movies eat popcorn & just make the best of it. Iām enjoying being with my family & in the present with them. Iāve also enjoyed the energy shift to brighter days & everything.
I appreciate any feedback that you may have on my reading. I have come a long way with tarot. Oh! I also pulled an Oracle from my Way of Brighid Oracle Cards.
I pulled: Air - Today call upon Brighid, Lady of Air to receive the blessing of clarity
An area of your life exists where clarification is required. Call upon Brighid in her aspect of Air to help in understanding and resolution. Inhale and exhale deeply three times, asking Brighid to help you find clarity. Feel the sacredness of the breath that she shares with you and that you, in turn, share with her. Allow your breath to make life clearer, brighter, truer. YOU ARE CLARITY