I draw a tarot card today and got “The High Priestess”, in the course I’m currently doing about Tatot reading it mentioned the Salomon’s temple, and looking further to that I found Aserah or Astarét; a canaanite Goddess of the sky, beauty, fertility, sex, war, love, and passion and was equal to the God Baal. I’ve read and watched some Youtube videos about her, then did a meditation I found about her on Spotify and I had some sort of revelation. My problem with inner beauty, sexuality, and more specifically, my polycystic ovaries come from a childhood trauma that I need to take care of. I don’t know how to start yet, but this is definitely a good start.
It’s just curious and amazing how everything starts talking to you when you begin to listen to yourself. How our ancestors admired and adored both femenine and masculine as equals, how important is to remember who we were and bring back this femenine empowerment, when you don’t, you start losing half of yourself, as I’m feeling right now.
I’ll totally do some ritual this week focused on my inner beauty, thank you for bringing this up!