I do love me some chaos 
My practice isn’t very organized right now, and I’m happy with it like that. I let my body and intuition guide me, and my mind to get excited about things.
A few days ago I felt called to create a potion to splash on my face to help with surface dryness and minor acne. I threw together some aloe vera, rose and lavender hydrolates and melted snow, and it worked beautifully!
There’s been a virtual magickal retreat going on this week named ReWilding that I’ve been following. Ever since my last tantra course and my drum journey there I’ve been feeling like I need to get to know my inner wild woman even better, I think this is a perfect challenge for that too!
This weekend I’m going to have the next part to that course, I’m so excited! Also there’s a dark moon circle on Friday I’m participating in, so much to draw new inspiration from 
In the summer I’m going to a cabin in the northern wilds with my love, and I feel called to bring a drum, maybe one I’ve helped bring into this world myself… I’ll keep my eyes open and trust my subconscious to take me there! 
EDIT: Oh, I’ve also been practicing Existential Kink, I’m sure you’ll agree that’s a pretty chaotic philosophy! 
Put shortly, it involves total surrender to your life circumstances and feeling ecstatic joy about how helplessly we’re bound by them and how our whole life can be seen and felt as one big sexual act with the Divine… 
Love Carolyn Elliott and her wild, chaotic, unapologetically dirty mystic mind, you can read more of her ramblings (and of some guest stars) here!