CHALLENGE ENTRY
Iāve only ever talked about this with one person before, I am so excited to talk about liminal spaces! Reading the threads was so fascinating, so many ideas that I agree with, experiences Iāve also had and never talked about, and possibilities I didnāt think of.
When I think of liminal spaces, like Megan it brings to mind the Charmed episode, although not necessarily in that way; itās the bridge between here and there. Now, where exactly āthereā is, will be different for everyone I think, could be a different house, city, continent, past life, future life - the common denominator is that there is a here, and there is a there, and the possibility of mentally moving between them. I also agree that Water is a liminal space, being between land and sky; one could argue that the planet itself is a liminal space, seeing as itās literally floating in the space between us, the heavens and the nethers. Forests are definitely liminal spaces, again I donāt know whether to a parallel universe, a different plane, but thereās definitely a there there lol. But I digress.
Iām totally going to reveal clues about my age here, but my first encounter with āproof thereās a thereā came when I was about 9 or 10 I think, and my parents bought us kids a couple of Magic Eye books:
For those whoāve never seen one, itās literally a book full of very colourful pages, and you can train your eyes to see a 3D image hidden within that page. For me, here was proof that there are other worlds here, which are easily hidden - even inside a piece of paper. But if you know where and how to look, they can be found. It brought to mind the animated movie Ferngully, where Magi tells Crysta that āthere are worlds within worldsā, something which always stuck with me. In this world/reality, thereās the world of the rich, of farming, race, politics, celebrities, underworld, cyberworld and a hundred other worlds, so why wouldnāt there be actual magickal worlds within this one? So there were points throughout my life where I would actively look for such places, and every now and again Iād find them.
A few days ago I did a shadow spread, the main takeaway of which was that Iām afraid of my gifts, which I totally am - theyāre awesome, but I think a little fear is healthyā¦as long as itās a little. So for this challenge, I decided to go well and truly outside my comfort zone, to let go and see what happens.
As I would technically be travelling through space (although not literally, not intentionally anyway), I thought I would introduce a little cosmic energy into my spell. I thought Ostara would be a great time to try it, being an inbetween time so maybe a little cosmic boost there. Then I remembered a post I saw here by CosmicCuriosity I think, which led to getting a natal chart, which led to using oneās name to determine significant numbers relating to things such as personality. So using the no vowels method, I did some scribbling with my full first and last name; my personality number for my first name is 11, and for my surname itās 22.
After creating a strong COP, I wrote my name and the numbers on bay leaves and burned them, whilst saying this chant to Hecate:
Queen of the Night, Protector of All,
I pray for your guidance, please protect my soul.
Let my mind drift off and fly from this plane,
Physically here, but mentally away.
Help me to see beyond what is here,
Lend me your sight, true and clear.
When I see what I need, please let me return,
Empowered and humbled at all I have learned.
I thank You for giving this precious gift to me,
With harm to no one, so mote it be.
Then I downloaded a new meditation in the Wicca app, Exploring Past Lives - something Iāve been really curious about but too scared to ever try. And it was the most amazing and surreal experience of my life, kind of like wearing a virtual reality headset, but not as clear, and the feelings were intense, Iām drawn to the feelings more than the images. Also, it was more like I was watching the events as opposed to being in the body of my past self, which is kind of what I was hoping for; but the sensation of floating between those moments was truly special. And yes, Iām being vague on details on purpose, because Iām not quite sure I believe it yet, so how could anyone elseā¦I guess Iām still processing. Wishing everyone a magickal weekend xxx
x Blessed Be x