Hello y’all I’m new my name is Jamie I’m a newbie at the craft i’ve always been interested in a tree no more about it just this last few years. I started delving into it and reading up on it, The more I read the more interested I got I feel like I’m always had a sense that something about me was different. The more I read the more I understand myself, but I’ve come to a point where I need guidance. I feel Like like I have a bad omen on me or a bad cell or something something was put on me when I was a baby. I feel like and it’s held me back all my life and I need help on. I’m getting rid of it. I’m here I need help
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Welcome @jamie6
My name is Georgia. I’m a chaos witch in New Mexico.
I don’t know much about what you’re asking, so I’ll leave it to someone who knows more. Our group is kind, knowledgeable, and varied, so I’m sure someone will be able to answer your questions. I just wanted to say Hi and welcome to the forum.
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Welcome @jamie6 ! I’m glad you have joined us. I’m a chaos voodoo witch from Minnesota. I’ve been practicing many different aspects of the craft for 35+ years.
Perhaps it’s not that something has been placed on you, but that you haven’t found yourself yet. I felt like I had been cursed for many years of my life. When I finally dug my heels in and started studying and practicing witchcraft and meditating regularly the feeling went away.
If something has been placed on you, a shield could help. Or a hex reversal spell would do the trick also.
If you practice any type of divination you can use a pendulum or tarot cards to see if something has been placed on you.
Hope I have been of some assistance.
Blessings 
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HI I’m John from Chicago iv been practicing for over 30 years need anything just ask
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Hi Georgia nice to meet you, I hope I’m not asking too much I’ve got so many questions and so much going on inside me I’m constantly feeling overwhelmed and chaos
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@Jammie,
The Reality and the Macro and Micro
Comes from Jewish Kabbala &
The Hermetic with a Qabalah
which is more of the western mystery schools, and schools for enlightenment.
The symbolism the lightning bolt is the creation of life, and at the bottom is the awakening the Kundilani and the tree is a guide. There are ten round spheres and they all represent a piece of us. I want to learn more about the lines because they represent the consciousness. The spheres are spiritual and if you look at the bottom you will see the ladder of light because it represents you the planes of existence. If we want to awaken your gifts you go to the bottom and go up to the kingdom of God which is the physical world inwhich you ask your self, how are you treating yourself?Malkhut which is known as the sacred garden.
Yesod meaning foundation is the foundation behind the physical world your energy body and interaction for ex When you go outside and get sun. When you evoke more energy you will evoke light. Hod splendar your mind which is also about how you express yourself. How do you control your reality
So if you want to learn more I left you a video explained and I know that you can actually do meditations on each sphere. Begginers guide to the tree of life
Honestly I am still learning but give it time and enjoy the journey.
Jeannie
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Hello and welcome @jamie6 Nice to meet you. I’m Tracy from England. Loki is my patron deity. I practice Nordic Witchcraft. Iove runes and chaos magic.
As far as birth curses, these are very rare. Explore all the wonderful paths to witchcraft and once you’ve found where you fit, you may find the curse disappears. Sometimes, with me anyway, we can get set in a negative thinking pattern and miss the small joys in life (like you being guided here to Spells8)
On the app there are tons of courses and lots of different types of witchcraft. Explore. Here’s a few master posts to get you started.
Demonolatry (Demon/Daemon) Master Post
Chakras & Color Magick 
Master Post
Oh and as far as feeling chaos, harness that energy.
How to Practice Chaos Magic
There’s lots more. Search around and ultimately magic is a journey, a roadtrip, so buckle up, hit the gas and remember to stop off and enjoy the view. You’ll end up wherever you end up. Bless 
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Merry meet @jamie6 and welcome!
I’m Kat and practice eclectic green magick and am interested in tarot, runes, ogham, herbalism, and moon magic.
If you haven’t already found them, Online Witchcraft Courses: The Easiest Way to Learn Magic – Spells8 is a great place to start! Also the search function is amazing and will help you dig for more information in the forums!
We’re glad to have you here. Make yourself comfortable, explore, and feel free to ask questions!
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Hi, @jamie6! I’m Amethyst from Southern West Virginia. Welcome to the forum! 
I’m not too sure about being cursed at birth, or how to go about finding out if you are or not, but there are some lovely protection spells on site that might help you feel better!
A curse removal followed by a Road Opener Spell might be just what you need. So have a look and see what you can find!
If you have any questions, just ask and someone will be there to help you out! I look forward to getting to know you!
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Hello @jamie6,
Welcome! I’m Bry, one of the moderators and an Eclectic Witch. Thank you for sharing your introduction, it’s a pleasure to meet you 
You’ve already got some wonderful advice and suggestions from the coven - if I can add to the table, you might consider learning more about the nature of curses and hexes to see if your symptoms align. There’s a guide on the site - I’ll leave a link below in case you haven’t come it across yet.
If you feel you do have a curse or a hex, no fear - there are many ways to go about breaking it or sending it back.
Please make yourself at home here in the forum, Jaime! The wisdom of the coven is just a message away. Feel free to use the Q&A to ask any magickal questions that come to mind.
Wishing you all the best - blessed be 
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Hello and welcome @jamie6 I’m Amanda from Oklahoma We’re so excited you have joined us
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Hello @jamie6 
and welcome to the forum!
My name is Megan and I’m one of the moderators here at Spells8 
It’s nice to meet you!
You’ve come to a really great place to learn and meet like-minded people. I’m sure there are things around here at Spells8 that can help with what you’re going through – and I can see that many people have already helped out with links to share. That’s wonderful!
I hope you are finding everything alright here at Spells8 - please, feel free to hop right in and make yourself at home!
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Hello 
and welcome home @jamie6
It’s nice to meet you, Jamie! I’m Marsha, an eclectic solitary witch from Colorado. Welcome to the family! 
With love 
and magick 
always
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Spirit Science
Hope this helps!!!
Jeannie
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@ jamie6 welcome to the witch family!
there are many paths to explore
I’m Airram from Greece and I’m glad you’re with us!
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Merry Meet, @jamie6 ~! I’m Kristen from Pennsylvania. I’m an eclectic witch who works with Bastet, Gaia, and the Mother Goddess. I hope you enjoy your time here 
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