Welcome @TayBay94! I’m Siofra_Strega, a Moderator in the forum here. Although not Wiccan, if I had to describe it, Eclectic Celtic Pagan/Witch…
I’m happy that you have a gift… do mind telling us a little bit about this gift? I am a highly sensitive Empath that I have to accept & learn to live with & that comes with more than a few gifts too.
Is your chemical dependence like a prescribed medication type? I will say that if it is, sometimes speaking with your provider can help to lessen or come off of at least some of them. I have gotten rid of at least 3 medications & lowered the dose as low as I can with a few others.
If I’m being to prying, just tell me, I’m just trying to figure out the best way to help if I can. What month is your birthday in that it’s your golden birthday? (Again curiosity & for trying to find the best way to assist you)
If you haven’t searched the forum I would suggest doing that for any questions you may have on different topics. We’ve had a little bit of everything over the last few years.
- Weekly Witchy Challenges
A History - A Personal Plea - Crystals/Herbs/Etc for Good Judgment?
- Psychic abilities? And does it determine the path you should be on
- Are you an empath?
- Psi Ball & Other Energy Work Techniques
The courses are a great place to start for good information about all kinds of things.
Also, if you would like your username to be changed to something different please let us know if this doesn’t work for you:
How to Change Your Name and Username on Spells8