@jessica72 I’m a wreck honestly, it feels like just mixed & scattered & today was worse than yesterday. I’m not my normal self either! I thought it was the weather here or something because it’s just so heavy & scattered. Makes sense why 
the Morrigan 
showed up again though… & I know what to do, I’m not so lost, I guess is the word I’m looking for… self-love 
seems to be on the to-do list for the full moon… also… my recent crystal loves are Labradorite & Larvikite with Tiger’s Eye stones. I have them all over my altar right now 
Then I have a bowl of unknowns… the ones that stump me no matter how many times I look at them, hold them… 
Then the orange selenite bowl of “blades” Kyanites in blue, black, pink, orange. Even my altar is scattered… I have turtles 
, hearts 
, moons 
, worry stones, palm stones, coins 
, flip flops 
, logs, spheres, bowls, plates, wands… I really need to get it together though.
I feel a theme coming on for the full moon… self-love & appreciation & cleaning up my space while I have my regular crystals & waters 
& jewelry out under the moon 
I think a nice meditation 
outside if it’s not raining. I’m hoping the weather gets better. We’ve had so much wind 
& then an unexpected downpour 
overnight that was out of nowhere.
Not to mention yesterday in my area was so tense. We had an active shooter that started as a domestic violence call. One of my children knows the 2 parties involved. & a coworker/friend of my son & husband got into a car accident & totaled his car so since then my energy & everything has been heightened. It was a half-day at the school so my daughter was with her friend, but still, these things don’t happen here! Which turned into today I couldn’t separate my energy from my husband’s who wasn’t having a great day at work. I took it on as my own & somehow it was my fault but I had to tell myself that it wasn’t because I am not there & have nothing to do with his workday.
I’m telling you scattered & mixed & everywhere! 
Enough rambling… so yes. Charge, cleanse self-love , self-appreciation, rest. (If I figure out that last one I will let you know what to do or post a step by step guide 
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