I’m feeling perplexed and am hoping to get some input and/or guidance.
I seem to be experiencing “sightings” when I am just about to fall into a deep sleep. Here is what happened:
About a month ago, I went to sleep in my daughter’s bedroom as my husband was watching TV in ours. As I am ready to fall asleep, with no apparent reason, I became quite alert and was focused on the doorway. What I noticed (trust me I sat right up) was a black orb floating towards me. It looked like a huge black cotton ball with tentacles (that image is engraved in my brain). I watched as the orb floated by my head and vanish through the wall behind me. I remember distinctively uttering “What the…?”. The following day, hubby asked me what I was fussing about. His response was that I was dreaming. Okay, perhaps! I know for certain that I wasn’t as I could still see the light and sound from the TV but I accepted his “theory”.
Now it seems there are more occurrences happening. It was iridescent bubbles one night (looked like bubbles in a fish tank), then a few days later brown swirling smoke, and now last night – black metal stars. It starts at eye level then dissipates through the bedroom wall. I don’t get any positive or negative vibe: it is just there! I’ve been trying to do some research to determine what this all means. As far as I know, Brown and Black are considered negative energies. Now, this is what is concerning me!
I am associating this to casting a circle that I performed about a month ago because this has never happened to me before. I am wondering whether my casting was not up to par. Perhaps I wasn’t properly centered/grounded. Perhaps I was too focused on conducting the perfect ritual and didn’t show my confidence in what I was saying/doing? Did I inadvertently allow something in? Did I leave out an important step? This is completely new to me and I want to learn – but safely of course.
Another consideration is have I programmed myself to wake up at a certain time and my subconscious mind comes up with these “occurrences” making me believe in what I see? If that’s the case, I’m okay with that. However, I would like to know if there is something that I should/could/need to do from a craft perspective?